Happy 18th b-day Kevin!!

So 2day is June 20th, Kevin birthday. even though he is not here to enjoy it, we are here to celebrate it for him. Today he would be 18. Lord only knows what mess he would get into. I wrote a poem for Kevin so here it is:
The one and Only
How great of a friend you were,
What a big heart you had.
We talk about the memories,
Sometimes we laugh,
Other times we cry.
We all miss your smile,
We all miss your laugh.
WE miss the jokes you told,
We miss the friend taht was always there.
The worst day,
Could easily be turned around,
By the one and only, Kevin Ray Kirk Jr.,
Who always made you laugh,
Who was always there to listen,
He was a big brother, a loving son,
And most of all, a friend to eevryone.

Hapyy 18th birthday,
Kevin ray Kirk Jr.

I miss you so much,with everyday passing,Bryan is growing stronger, and he misses you alot. Your mother is trying to be strong for Bryan,but she needs your help. Your Grandma just talks about you nonstop,and its nice to hear the stories. Theres nothing anyone can say,to make us feel better, only the fact,that we will see you again someday. Till then Kevin,watch over us, and be with the ones who need you the most, Your mother and Rhett.
I love and miss you. happy birthday!!!

Kevin...

so today Bryan, kevin's little brother,sent me a text saying Kevin had sudden heart failure. It was quick,and he didn't suffer. then Bryan had to go to the hosptale the other day b/c he was dehydrated and shaking and of course he was scared. So his mom took him to the doctor and they told her that his heart wasn't pumping right or something like that...Then she said something that really got me thinking...Maybe Kevin died to save Bryan's life. If Bryan would have died,Kevin couldn't manage it. I almost went a whole month without crying about kevin..then yesterday night me and Rhett stayed up talking about him..the oddest thing was Rhett was getting mad becuase he wanted to know so badly how Kevin died then today we found out. So I guess everyone does die for a reason..as strange as it sounds...Kevin died to save His little brothers life.
What more proof do you need?